- Me when my connect doesn't pick up: oh I guess you don't like money.
A blog about me trying to get a handle of my life yet systematically failing at every step along the way. Also I just like the word systematically. Trigger warning: Systematical Selfies! (ocassonally).
Why can’t my love life be simple? Why must I fall for a girl who lives a world away? Why did I fuck it up in the first place? Why did I even start this dumb blog? I want you in my life but I want you only if you want me, I don’t want to force you. :/
It still feels like yesterday. It doesn’t feel real, it feels like yesterday I was in Indian having my first drink with him but flash forward 10 months and yeah.
Can I just die and get life over with. I’m a waist of space and brain function. I just need to fade away into nothing. Fuck.